Saturday, March 19
updated =) Labels: random
Tuesday, June 15
Labels: randomits been so long since ive posted smth here.. in a rollercoaster ride for quite awhile alr.. but still.. IM HERE!! n im gone~ til nxt time ^_^
Wednesday, April 14
Labels: God Bless:), poly life:(using ian korkor's com now=D cant believe its e last day of holidays now.. wanted to sleep in e whole day but God has planned otherwise for me (: i was prayin ytd if someone asked me back to sch i would hav went since ive nth btr to do at home.. and i needed to reformat my com but lazy to wait alone.. 2hrs hav gone by n im still waitin-.- but still tks God n ian so tat i hav a fully functional com to use tmr.. hahaha =D anw its e last day of holidays alr.. cant believe time flys by so soon.. meetin new class n new ppl tmr.. hope it will be a pleasant experience thou i guess it would be btr not to commit myself.. givin my trust to others will onli result in me bein hurt.. most imptly.. WELCOME IAN KORKOR TO RP!! prayin tat it wil be an awesome next 3years for u =D
Thursday, April 1
Labels: God Bless:)Pokemon Soul Silver!!Praise the Lord for the overflowing blessings in my life that wat i asked for is freely given.. no questions asked!!
n tks daddy~ when all i wanted was 5mins to check out the price so tat i can start savin up.. n he took out his wallet n told me to take e game i wanted!!
Tuesday, February 16
Labels: [emo]i am...always at there.yet...never in there.so 'happenin'haha.
Sunday, February 7
Labels: God Bless:)tks for e advice given..it realli meant alot to me..kinda helped me esp at times when im startin to lose faith n etc..juz thanks man (:
Tuesday, February 2
Labels: [emo]juz lik u.you just have to be a liar. realli dissapointed when it came frm ur mouth..i didnt chose tis path..u were e on who pushed me into a dead corner ):
Wednesday, January 27
lol hardcore exercisin today!!! Labels: God Bless:), random
went joggin in e morn wif dear darren!! then after a meal of macdonalds breakfast.. went for swimmin wif janine!! but still.. met up wif jon n eileen for movie in e evenin.. after e popcorn n stuffs entered my mouth.. all effort are gone T.T
Jesus!! wheres my motivation to exercise!!? come on ppl.. ask me out!! i nid to lose weight =.=
Tuesday, January 19
woots!! daddy is back after 2wks le!! yay!! Labels: God Bless:)
bought me a new necklace.. which is realli a shock for me.. in a pleasant way.. cus its a cross!! try uploadin e pic nxt time.. haven took a pic of it yet =.=
okies.. i realli duno wat to type.. til nxt time~
Monday, January 18
been asked to update.. so here it is~ Labels: random
Sunday, January 17
Labels: [emo], poly life:(, randomopps hihi people!! haven been bloggin for lik super long alr..eh eh eh i got official reason okay!!? fine i admit e 1st week is i no mood thou theres quite a few things happenin ard me..but e second week was cuz my com broke down..n it has been reformatted!!! arghh freakin irritated..but oh well nvm tat can wait..hav a short update of wats been happenin for e past 2weeks then=P3movies in 2weeks..am i crazy?? i doubt so but anw..watched 'sherlock holmes' on 5th of jan wif janine jon eileen n linda..cele janine's 21st b'dae too (: then went for 'old dogs' wif app n zh kor on 7th..hahaha i cant believe 8days onli gav 2stars for e rating..its super funny!! n tks zh kor for pickin me up frm sch n sendin me home aft e movie:D n lastly watched 'hear me' on e 14th..oh man its so super touchin lorrr..tink its e best among all 3 tat ive watched^^ thou id advice those who cant stand non-action movies to skip it cuz its kinda silent wif majority in sign language onli or even boring if u cant stand e quietness..for me its e emotions tats more impt than e actions..n tis movie rocks (:anw i tink many ppl noe bout my self-declared hols tis week..yea rite i frm monday pon til thurs..n i super regretted goin on fri!! shld hav juz not go sch for e whole week!! haiz oh well i guess wats done cannot be undone..same goes for my com..i sent it down to HP service centre last mon n was 'hinted' by someone aft 2mins of 'chat' tat if e prob was caused by myself i would need to pay for e services n reformat my com myself! then a guy called me up e next day tellin me i needed to reformat my com..but they wil be doin it for me..srsly cant they speak proper english or at least employ a certain english-speaking person to be specially in-charged of e calls..anw tat guy admit tat it was caused by their products n nth to do wif me..lik wat e.. excuse me ive got loads of impt data inside n now ure tellin me everything wil be gone!!?oh well no choice alr to get my com back tats e onli way..so congrats me for losin everything in my com..my sem1 stuffs my sem2 stuffs..all my photos tat haven been uploaded..means ive got to reinstall all e nonsense n etc..anw i got it back on wed n had to spent few wasted hours configurin e com settings b4 realisin i gotta reformat e shit when i went to sch on thur to settle tis com to be configured to sch..haiz anw ive been super broke recently..firstly my allowance tis mth has been cut due to a stupid reason similar to wat happened last year..juz tat last year was juz 1 person n seein tat he is a bastard i hav no choice but to treat it as a bad debt..but tis time round its 3ppl n more than 5x of wat tat bastard's bad debt worth..to be very honest i dun even hav min. $20 in my acc to withdraw frm atm..n my wallet has 1 red note n nth else..all to last til tuesday when daddy comes home..haiz even then i also duno how to ask for such a favour..seein tat ive nv ever done tis in my whole life..maybe ill juz starve til sch ends everyday b4 goin home to eat..even so my ezlink also needs to be topped up soon..dun expect me to walk frm woodlands to amk..haiz tryin period for me now >.<lastly im stil physically sick ever since last last tuesday..down wif flu n cough n sore throat..pray tat i recover soon..n psychologically i hav a feel tat its comin soon..again..isit my prob tat its comin back to haunt me?? i realli duno! can onli wait n see how things goes~
Saturday, January 2
Labels: God Bless:), randomhihi (: guess wat am i doin now?? alterin a new blogskin's codin thou im kinda not willin to do so since i feel tat tis skin is alr nice enough wif no changes needed..oh well maybe ill see how it goes ltr if i realli see no pt in continuing then u guys would hav to look at tis skin til i get e time n feel ba:P
anw seein tat today is a new year n all..perhaps ill do up a post as inspired by darren siying n ning..pray tat i wun miss anyone who deserves word of thanks frm me..n for e first time im not gonna use any nicks..thou i doubt many ppl reads tis blog since it was abandoned near a year n newly revived-.- but its my thot tat matters, aint it^^
dearest family:
daddy n mummy,
althou there are minor issues between us here n there thru' out e year..but all things works out best for us in e end..i realli feel tat our closeness is smth tat many teens n their parents dun hav..thanks for always being there for me so i can share my problems wif both of u..even thou u all dun realli get it sometimes..but more imptly is to let u noe wats goin on in my life..no worries tat ill be OB alrite (: no words can exchange my love for both of u..as always <3
eugene bj glenn einar,
kinda busy tis year tat i didnt realli meet up much wif u four..but u hav always been in my heart regardless wat happens to me n every decision i make..thanks for being my irritatin lil bros who always call me out randomly..east coast cycling n chill..grandma hse to relax..it realli takes matters off my mind even if i had a bad week..but stop teasin me bout my height..im e elder one here afterall!!
jordan n julian,
its been a reckless year for both of u huh?? i guess its e rebelious teens period for u 2..thanks for e chance for bein ur elder sis..althou at times when u all call me near midnite to talk..my advice might not be much help but i meant it..even thou u 2 dun realli put them into actions but im glad u remembered my words..can always call me if u nd someone..my hse door is always open for u to stay(:
n etc...
my siblings-in-christ:
Pastor Julia, Pastor Prince n Pastor Ben n many many more..
thanks for spreadin e gospel into my life n feedin me e overflowing honey n tat impacted me so hard n bought me out of my adversities..its AWESOME havin u as my pastors!! no words can express my ___.
dare - e.o.c:
linus n darren n sara..
thanks for being my first frens in church tat i knew 2 years ago..i realli cherished tis Godly frenship n to date onli u 3 kinda knew my past..even thou we kinda drifted apart *ahem* sara *ahem* tis year..but its gd tat we still keep in contact n great fun wii-ing..realli miss e days when we juz hang out frm morn to nite:D
siying n mindy.. yanping n yinlin too..
u joined e grp when we were about to move on to arrow alr tat we didnt hav much chance to bond..thanks to u for suggestin n plannin e many outings b4 jc started..it was realli God's grace tat i got to know u all..filled my days when i needed progs:P stil rmb e days when a 'stranger' brings a 'chio' fren along for outings :D
arrow-cg:
erin..
thanks for being my befriender when i first entered cg..althou u were busy wif ur own stuffs all time goes by..but still u were e one who led me into e cg..i realli felt reassured wif u ard even if u dun feel it (:
janine n jon..
thanks for bein e first 2 ppl talkin to me in cg..i wonder i shld say its gd 'bless' or nt-so-gd 'bless' to be in e same grp as me..but it was awesome talkin to u 2..stil rmb jon's suepr random qns..'how many ppl hav u dated b4??' ROFL~
janine aka shifu de shifu..victor aka shifu..jon william bram..
its was e guitar-ing sessions tat realli bought me into e cg..lookin forward to them tat made me excited for meetin up for arrow n etc..thanks for bein part of e grp n toleratin my rate of learnin :P
uncle andy..
thanks for draggin me out to study nearly everyday last sem n tis sem..if not for e hours stayin aft sch..i wouldnt hav done any of it at home alone..much less get e grades of 3.5 (: come out more often!!! dun keep work work work!!!
bridget joan tsuting debra eilene alena huiling glendon benjamin christon n etc..
thanks for being in tis cg as part of my second family..all e outings n events tat u all planned..realli love ur presence for lightin up my life n showin me tat arrow could be as happenin as dare :DD
agape kidz:
tchr janet..
ur hearty laughter is smth i realli miss since move on to faith kids..its been my pleasure working under u..thanks for being a great leader in my life..i do still rmb e things u shared wif me in e beginnin of e year..kinda changed my outlook in life n e way i handle things..thanks for makin a positive change in my life :)
team B (my first team <3): tchr george n christabel..thanks for bein so tolerant wif me n teachin me how to work in e children church when i juz started servin..e yummy food prep early in e morn onli for team B..e chats bout e culinary lessons tchr christabel went..e stories bout u 2 goin ard e world..its been fun workin wif u all..n a blessin to receive tchr george's emails :) tchr noelle n e team!..thanks for e stuffs u were sharin tat realli impacted me..ure truely a woman of God..seein u handle e kids n etc..its e anoitin in u tat draws e team close tgt.. team A: tchr michelle^^ hahaha n whole team too..started servin near every week n soon got to know u all..thanks for being such an awesome team tat makes me wana wake up earlier despite not bein my week:P e time when we realli got closer was durin e bukit timah climb..e joy when we hit e summit aft e numerous games play along e way..n e sharin session at e end too..it was truely a blessin frm God to be placed in e same week as u all (: ps. benjin!! ill call u when i lose my way in orchard alrite!!? team C: tchr betsy n e team..thanks for makin me feel part of ur team thou i kinda crash into it:P its been wonderful servin wif u all n e love for e kids frm u all (: team R: big boss maureen..ure truely a woman of God..e way u speak impacted me in a way much more than u expected..thanks for being our big boss in e admin team n toleratin my nonsense..yea i noe it is alrite..its been a great year servin wif u in tis team n i dun wan it to end..wish to be in tis team til e end of time :D *shouts to tchr marcus!!* "copy paste!! dun cut n paste!!" tchr lynn..thanks for being there always..e revelations u share n ur experiences tat u've gone thru..they are realli life-changin..thou at times i doubt u noe..but e things u say are so filled wif jokes.. louisa aka app..thanks for being my app..its been a fun-filled year servin wif u..n e teasin too~ sittin wif u n ur dg for 3rd..goin for dinners n shoppings..n e many craps tat we are talkin n doing..oh oh n dun shy e next time anyone kiss u okay!!? hahaha :D dione..(put u in here first ba..since ure comin team R soon~)thanks for being my partner-in-crime in teasin louisa..its been super fun havin u ard :D charis..thanks for always being there..i see u almost very week wakin up early n comin to serve e 1st service n studyin durin e 2nd service despite ur 'a' lvl comin round e corner..e Lord sees ur heart in servin n im sure it wil be reflected in ur results as done in Jesus' will :D zhengheng dashaoye..thanks for servin out of rest despite e 'temporary' medical condition in u at tat time n fully healed now! its been awesome servin tgt..n tks for e ride home too~ n e entire team..thanks for being in tis team tgt buildin rock solid kidz in His love..n more imptly e receivin of our Father's love in us (: lookin forward to another awesome year servin tgt in beloved n treasured :D proggers: karen..thanks for bein an awesome ic for 'His power; your hands'..u realli lead us well on track n e many stuffs..u showed me how outspoken can a person be n not shy away frm e stage..i realli look up to u as a leader who taught me loads..not onli did we benefit e clients by plannin tis event..being in proggers is an awesome thing itself alr :D benjamin ian jzeying samantha jeremy claire..thanks for bein in proggers n plannin 'His powers; your hands'..it was realli unmeritted favor to be in e team wif all of u:) pray tat we can work tgt tis year if there is a similar event agn :D events 4: alice, kevin, kevin agn, n etc..thanks for toleratin my consistent curfews tat stands in e way of meetin up..i trust tat its God's plan for me to be in e team despite tis not being wat i signed up for..n sry for e inconvenience tat i hav caused -.- pri sch - townsville: melvin wayne jolene..thanks for everything..no words is needed btw us (: u noe i noe can alr^^ sec sch - gy: lihua joy siting..thanks for e random outings when we go out tgt for movies n etc..thou each of us are gettin busier wif our sch work n etc recently havin no time to meet up..but at least we hav been keepin in contact thru msn n etc..lets find a day n meet up soon alrite^^ chorlin violet chunhui yilong weixin sherman..thanks for being my squadmates even up til now..althou 'they' hav been dissapointin but it was still great fun when we went back ain't it :P but still lucky we dun hav to face them anymore :D wenhao..thanks for keepin in contact n updatin me bout e nonsense goin on stil..its great knowin my cadet haven forget bout me n willin to share his probs wif me:P dun tink too deeply into those depressin stuffs alrite?? it wil all come to pass one day..juz concentrate on ur 'o' tis year n giv it ur all :D w35k: joyce..thanks for being a funny classmate to me in sem1..e 'quarrels' we hav bout bbt n flh..e agreements we hav bout zjsg..u always update me bout it n then we go crazy bout it tgt:P its been fun havin u ard :) meihsien paulene trevor david etc..thanks to you all for intro-ing me to tis brand new poly life..miss e rowdy n noisy class when we can fool ard wif no bars hold..funnn~ w47b: ningning n timtim..thanks for providin me a teasin target in sem2:P its been a fun term havin u 2 ard:D last long long kay!!? ^^ qiwei jj edmund ivan jsen..thanks for being my partners-in-crime gossip-ing ard..so many hilarious moments while we're jokin n playin:DD n 'thanks' for pokin me lorrr -.- joy jon jan yenny n adam..thanks for providin e comedy effect everytime in class (: talkin to joy n adam wakes my laughin acupoint..talkin to jan n yenny bout e class couple n lookin at their reactions can make me rofl~ jon's actions alone is hilarious enough LOL n last but not least: to him..i doubt u even noe i meant u..i would hav known u for 5years in 1day's time..dun wana delve into e details..thanks for being part of my life for e past half decade n givin me e memories tat are unforgettable..its time tat i juz keep them in my heart n let u exit my life for someone else alr... alrite i noe i skip many ppl n cut short many details esp when nearin e end..ill come back to tis post to edit it agn tmr when i can find e time..but i gotta go to bed alr since i gotta wake up at 10 tmr (more lik today) n its lik 6.30am now-.- yes..i used 6hrs to type tis whole chunk!! >.<
Wednesday, December 30
Labels: poly life:(, randomwent for mathes tutorial today morn at 10am..e timin is lik so omg lah freaking early sia..n its so far away frm my bed tat i nd to leave home 1hr prior to get there..supposed to meet bearbear at 9.45am at bukit gombak stn..but 'not-so' suprisingly both of us are late so we met up wif ning n timtim too..or rather more lik we 4 all turn up at e same time outside e stn..took a bus now to e centre..bearbear was supposed to e button to stop e bus de..but luckily he onli bothered to talk to us so he forgot to press it n we nd to take an extra stop..n tks to e extra stop tat saved us frm walkin cuz blk539 was rite infront of us=Ponli we 4 jacob n yenny was there..dun understand wats up wif my tis super 'non-enthu' class..chalet gt fun they dun wan come nvm..its their studies at stake there n they wanna miss it..haiz suit themselves i guess cant be bothered le..anw went to lot 1 for lunch at pizzahut then went home..srsly look at e four of us juz now..ning n timtim was e ones who had e party animal look..but its them who wana go home first leavin me n bearbear sayin we wana hang out more..waaa goin out wif them realli no fun de haiz..in e end bear went home..ning went to timtim hse..left me to fend for myself against e loneliness at home solo..haiz-.-started drinkin e last pathetic bottle of black label at home at 4 since ive gt nth btr to do at home..kinda wanted to test my limits cuz ive always been a social drinker outside..purposely drank on an empty stomach so tat i can kinda get e tipsy feel which ive nv experienced b4..can onli do tis at home thou since i dun wana drink much outside afterall its unbecomin of gals to do so n shld always keep a sober mind..but bout 10+ then i realised tat aft so many glasses..i even more awake than earlier..all my daddy's fault tat i inherit his love for drinkin n e high alcohol tolerance too~anw nites ppl..off to con't since i wun get to drink anymore when sch reopens-.- thou i doubt ill ever get e feel tonite=P**edited at 3.50am..stil super awake-.- n hungry too cuz ive totally skipped dinner>.<
Monday, December 28
Labels: God Bless:)went to chomp chomp for dinner wif proggers today..too bad karen n claire couldnt come..but still enjoyed e nite wif ian jem ben jzeying n sam..laughed n joked all e way=P epic sentence frm ben: "why drink when u can drink soft drinks?" srsly u too innocent alr..time to havoc!! hahaha:D
bondin wif proggers rocks..shld come out more often..btw ian korkor plannin next outin to rocher rd eat bean curd~ yummy yummy!! ill try tink of smth up durin our next hols so tat we can go malaysia eat bbq too~ :DD
alrite i noe its short compared to e 1001 things we were laughin bout juz now..but its best kept in our memories (: anw proggers u rock!! love u guys <3 nites ="">p.s. juz changed my song list..few oldies in there =P but its niceee~ hope to change my blogskin b4 e arrival of 2010!!
Sunday, December 27
Labels: God Bless:)nth btr to do now so i thot ill juz giv a rundown for tmr ba..okay not realli nth to do..i shld be slpin alr seein tat its 3.25am n i gotta wake up at 6 to serve tmr..but oh well =P anw ill be in 4 diff places for 4 services tmr..rock on man!! servin in agape kidz(4-5 years old) for e 1st service for e last time..servin in jubilee kidz(2-3 years old) for e 2nd service for e first n last time too (rock kidz will be revamped into beloved n treasured next year alr..for details check out my prev entries =P) then goin rock for 3rd service..goin c.yvonne hse for xmas cele durin 4th service timin..LOL wat an eventful sunday huh^^anw im tinkin of changin my blogskin alr..any suggestions?? let me noe ya?? but pls..smth christianity okay!!? lik my present blogskin:DD tinkin of doin it b4 new year..off for a brand new start..a brand new journey wif Him..a refreshed mind to fall in love wif Him once agn.. (: all thru unmerited favour in my life :DD
