Monday, May 4
Labels: [emo]been 10days since we spoke..both of us had e same character..either we take a step back tgt..or not budge at all..haiz..i realli wish tis situation cease to exist..wat if tmr one of us is gone from here forever..everythings a possibility..if you're e one to leave..ill be fine..or at least ill force myself to be fine..ill can live wif e wound in my heart..forever uncured..but wat if its me to leave..then im juz missin out on our time we can spend tgt..i dun wana leave any regrets behind..i dun wana leave U behind..came home quite early today..smell u cookin outside e house..saw u cookin when i entered..smell it again when i closed my room door..in e past whenever u cook..almost always theres a asst. chef behind u..yet tis time round e asst. chef couldnt find any courage to step into e kitchen..stayed in my room till 11+..when u went to bed..i went out to e dinin table to see wat u cooked..thou its juz simple home cooked food..i juz felt so sad..thou im not e least hungry..n its lik so late in e nite..i juz felt lik finishin everything..went to e kitchen n took some rice then e dishes..went back to my room n close e door again..thou e food is cold..i could feel ur love in it..then i felt two streams goin down by cheeks..again..haiz..guess i better stop here..hope e next time i post everything will be over..
